So I took him back. It’s only been a month but it felt like a year already. I don’t know if I’m just hormonal but I called it quits again. Why? Because he already said it himself. That I’m not good enough. Who will be good enough then? Nobody. Because he is a narcissistic sociopath. I don’t wanna get stuck in the same infinite loop again. I wanna be normal again. I wanna have realistic dreams again. I wanna live again.
God, I need you. Please help me get through this.